Today has been the hardest day since I found out I was sick. I am completely missing being a teenager and seeing all my friends whenever I want, and doing whatever I want. I am still not allowed to drive a car so I really do not feel like a teenager at all. But this afternoon I felt like a second grader again when myself, and Greg went out to lunch with our second grade teacher Mrs. O'John!!! It was fun to get out of the house and talk about all the trouble my second grade class caused back in the day. My second grade class (especially ME) was notorious for talking instead of learning. Today made me wish I could either go back to elementary school, or SHU! I miss walking down the hill to the Mahogany Room and seeing all my friends. I miss everyone so much I even packed a bag to come visit (only problem is I still am not cleared to drive) :(. All the books, arts and crafts and movies is not making me miss my friends any less, I wish they were on break still so I could see them, or feel like I'm not missing anything. Its come to the point where I almost deactivated my Facebook because I am jealous of seeing all the fun everyone is having! To top today off, tomorrow I have to go to the hospital for an outpatient treatment and they have to access my port again for the first time so I am nervous and scared. I am hoping that afterwards Mom springs for a trip to the mall, or Michael's or something worthwhile, my suggestion was skipping it all together and spend the weekend at SHU but thats not happening to my dismay! If anyone has any ideas of things for me to do, book suggestions or anything COMMENT ON THE BLOG, or contact me somehow and tell me! BEFORE I REALLY LOSE MY MIND!!!!!!!!!
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| Second Grade Loving |
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| Gift Box from Mrs. O |
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